I DIDN'T WANT ANOTHER TINDER LOVE

BUT I WAS TOLD THATS WHAT PEOPLE DO

WHEN THEY FALL OUT OF LOVE TOO SOON

BEING FAR AWAY ONLY MEANS ADVENTURE

BUT SAFETY IS WHAT I NEED THE MOST

MAYBE FROM A KID THREE TOWNS OVER,

WHO THE HELL KNOWS, I STAY UP LATE

THINKING OF YOUR HAIR BRUSHING AGAINST

MY OWN, I HAVENT MET YOU YET BUT ASK ANYONE

YOU WANT, THEY'LL ALL TELL YOU

I LIVE OUT OF MY OWN DAMN HEAD

I DELETED ALL HIS PICTURES THE DAY WE

MATCHED ONLINE

IT DOESN'T REALLY HURT WHEN HURT IS ALL YOU'VE EVER KNOWN

I DIDN'T WANT ANOTHER TINDER POEM

BUT I WAS TOLD THATS WHAT PEOPLE DO

WHEN THEY DONT HAVE THE BALLS

TO LOVE YOU BACK,

NO ONE EVER LET ME KNOW THAT

SORROW HAD A COLOUR; AND IT AWFULLY

MATCHED THE COLOUR OF HIS BONES

BACK HOME PROBABLY BREAKING

THE HEART OF ANOTHER,

11/29/2020 MARK THE DAY I PULLED HIM

OUT OF MY LIFE FOREVER, 

MAYBE I'LL GET MYSELF A KID FROM

THREE TOWNS OVER,

WHO PLAYS GUITAR AND LOVES THE SMELL

OF CLOVER, LATE AT NIGHT I TRY TO PRETEND

GREEN EYES IN AUGUST WAS A HOAX

IT SURELY MAKES ME SLEEP BETTER

BUT NOT AS DEEP AS HE DOES THOUGH,

FUNNY HOW LIFE WORKS,

ONE MINUTE HE'S CUMMING IN MY MOUTH

THE NEXT I'M FALLING IN LOVE WITH STRANGERS ONLINE

I OWE 5 PEOPLE A DATE

HE OWES ME BACK MY TIME

PEOPLE SOMETIMES LOVE IN DIFFERENT WAYS

BUT I GREW UP IN A WARZONE HOME

AND FIREWORKS FRIGHTEN ME

EVERY KISS HIT LIKE AN APOLOGY

WRONG TIMING BUT MAKE IT TWICE,

I TOLD HIM I'D BE LEAVING, 

BUT MAKE IT WITH EVERY GLANCE, EVERY SOLEMN TOUCH,

EULOGIES OF A FUTURE, NOW IN PAST,

I SWIPE RIGHT UNTIL MY EYES SHUT,

I GET A TEXT GOODNIGHT FROM ALL OF THEM