Thursday, June 11, 2020

Said your tough love
Ached like a bruise
On my adolescent heart,

Said it shaped me into a 
woman of steel,
Into a woman of a boat,
Unbeknown of my rust filled hands
At the prime age of 21,

Said I will take you down
Like the anchor that i am,

Said on every birthday you mourned
Of a daughter you birthed out of 
A love passed down from your father,

Said my eyes tremble with
Every repressed emotion,
Said you never knew the difference
Between love and the bottom
Of a bottle, 

Said you ate heartache for breakfast
So that i can eat disappointment for lunch,
Said I walk with a slant due to a very large
Heart,
Said you sleep with regret every night
By your side, singing you tales of a time
Where your absence didn't burn holes
Through my eyes,


Said I forgave you a long time ago,
But i most hardly forget


Said my mind was like a haunted house,
It's only funny 
From the outside
Looking in,


Said i'll be gone before you blink,
Said i'll be mist amongst your feet,
Said the waves once crashing onto my knees,
Are now clashing onto my chin


Said i've loved you despite all of our faults combined,
Said i must go now, i must leave
Since that's the only thing
You've ever shown me
How to be



Said I'll be mist amongst your feet,
And i'll be gone 
Before you even blink
Since that's the only thing
You've ever shown me
How to be 



I am a dog
Being dragged 

On the asphalt 
By a leash

In the hands 
Of my master
I eat,
In the hands
Of my master

I preach 

Of a world
Not known to me
Other than shackles;

My bones displayed
Around the city,
Like i have a soul
To show,

People know my identity
From a name tag
That dangles from
My feet

I was born
With tire marks
On my hips
And i swallow
Cellphones for breakfast
In case you ever decide
To call when i'm
Not home