I don't want your love

I just want to sleep,

I'm your funny mistake

You're stuck in my teeth,

Words made of glass

Mouth full of cuts,

The past sells too cheap,

Me in rubbish heaps,

Sorry on your lips

Kiss me till I weep,

Vision gets too blurry

When i think of it 

Too deep

She makes you cum

But I make you forget

I love too fast

You fuck too slow

Remnants of your cologne

On the back of my throat,

I gag on the taste

I try not to choke 

Fireworks remind me

Of gunshots and now

I can't sleep

Dancing with my grief

Until you remember me

Born without a shell,

Never held too much,
I'd break too fast 

Chains tied to my feet 

Or else i'd float away

Shoot me twice in the head,

Need the lead to 

keep me down to earth

Lungs made out of cotton;

Choke every time you breathe

There is a place

I can take you there

If you just follow me

No real sense of self

Dissociate in the mirror

Put your hand through it

Hug the walls

To stay solid

Hug you

To remember

What it's like

To just

be

I spit, and you swallow,

What is left of me